What Is Shamanism, Anyway?

 

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By Jennifer Engracio

“Shamanism…[is] as applicable to twentieth-century life as [it was] to the lives of native tribes 6,000 years ago. Shamanism is a way of understanding energy. Since it is not a belief structure, it doesn’t interfere with an individual’s personal faith. It doesn’t matter, then, if you are Jewish, Christian, Buddhist, or whatever. Shamanism is a way of finding your own inner truth and light and developing the ability to manifest this power back into the world…Don’t be afraid of a new idea like shamanism. It really is only a word that describes a way to live in balance with one foot in the world of the physical everyday existence, and a foot in a healthy spiritual life. Shamanism does not require you to believe in anything but yourself.”

-Lynn Andrews from “Woman at the Edge of Two Worlds”

The etymology of the word “shaman” itself comes from the Siberian language and it was originally used to refer to a spiritual medicine healer in the community. In fact, shamanism itself is widespread among indigenous people of the world today. In each area of the world, including Europe, earth-based spiritual practices can be traced back to specific groups of people who knew how to enter into communion with nature spirits through non-ordinary reality in order to obtain information that could aid in the healing of a person or a community. Although we don’t tend to call urban shamanic practitioners “shamans” in the modern world, the skills indigenous shamans utilized are being used again by shamanic practitioners the world over.

Today, shamanic practitioners do not focus on what is “broken” in a person or even necessarily how the imbalance happened in the first place. Shamanism is concerned primarily with reminding an individual of their inherent wholeness. Shamanic practitioners see that when a person experiences trauma or illness, they are not in need of fixing; rather, parts of his or her being splinter or shatter away from the whole causing inner and outer dissonance. Because imbalances manifest in the spiritual energetic level of being first, this is also where practitioners travel to bring back these pieces to the afflicted person. In the case of a long-standing physical illness, the body can begin to heal only when the spiritual aspects that caused the illness to begin with are brought back into alignment with overall health and well-being.

Today, many of us have lost contact with these old ways. The traditional shaman has grown more extinct in North America due to our colonial past. In the modern world, we’ve had to adapt ancient traditions to fit our hurried, busy lifestyles. Urban shamanic practitioners train in ancient shamanic technologies in order to heal themselves and to support healing in others in the community. Ancient tools are used by everyday people again with great success: drum journeys into the spirit world, vision quests for extended time out in nature, and other spiritual ceremonies. All of these strategies help us to quiet our inner world so we can hear the voice of Spirit and our inner wise one who knows what medicine we need to heal.

This may seem strange to people who were not brought up in shamanic cultures. However, because of their close proximity and dependence on the natural world, ancient peoples knew that the consensual reality we live in is not the only reality we can sense and participate within. It is not uncommon for shamanic practitioners to work with spirit guides, totem animals, and their ancestors in order to affect positive change in their own lives and in the world around them. In shamanic cultures, dreaming is not an idle activity without useful function: it is the way people dream a new reality into being. This does not involve attempting to control anything outside the practitioner. What we put our attention on is what manifests. And so just like a journeyer can enter the spirit world for answers to problems, she can also enter the spirit world to lend energy to a different dream than the one she is currently living. In fact, both are needed in order for healing to be effective.

Shamanism may seem like magical thinking and there are definitely magical and mysterious moments in the practice as we learn to deepen our individual connections to Spirit. However, the truth is that there is substantial work needed on the physical plane of existence, putting our visions into action, if any change is to occur. As individuals on a growth and evolutionary edge, if we choose, we continue to heal until we die. Healing requires us to keep sensing the splintered parts of ourselves, working with the spirit world to bring them into wholeness again.   This is a tremendous act of power that we are capable of as human beings. Unlike other living creatures, humans can consciously learn to direct their will to literally change the pathways available to them in the future. This is one of the benefits of being able to go back in time or travel into the future, whereas animals only live in the present. Shamanic practitioners learn to responsibly travel the spiritual realms to affect change.

If it is so easy, then why are there so many suffering people? Of course, this gift we have can also be a pitfall. Many of us get stuck in our ego minds. Or we refuse to let go of the past. Much of the pain of the human condition is caused by our lack of awareness and ability to direct our attention. This takes lots of practice and mentors who know how to teach these methods with skill and care. Although many of these traditions have been lost, many have survived and been revived. Although there are some modern-day shamanic practitioners that are charlatans, there are many more who are earnestly passing their teachings onto sincere and responsible individuals willing to learn these ancient ways of dreaming, healing, and creating. Many elders are passing on this wisdom for the benefit of humans as a species, regardless of cultural and societal barriers.

Everyone on the planet has access to  Spirit and can be the agent of healing in personal and community contexts.  We live in a time where we have forgotten that we are co-creators with Spirit.  Life doesn’t just happen to us; we are attracting into our lives the situations, people, and life lessons that are helping us to refine our characters.  Each moment, no matter what is happening is a gift from a benevolent universe that is supporting us in growing and maturing towards our own enlightenment.  In other words, we are each born with a purpose and healing ourselves helps us to walk out our journey with more ease and grace.

I haven’t met anyone in my lifetime that has nothing to heal.  As long as we are alive, we are healing.  Many illnesses and imbalances have their roots on the spiritual level.  When folks go after the spiritual cause, the issue is often resolved. Indeed, we cannot grow and learn unless we are in a human body.  Sometimes, those spiritual issues come from other lifetimes that we came back to heal.  I have seen people heal themselves of diseases that doctors said were impossible to cure.  I have seen people heal themselves from traumas and shock including rape, loss of a loved one, and physical abuse.  There is nothing, it seems, that a sincere intent to heal cannot achieve.  The key is whether the individual really wants to heal the imbalances.   If they do, working with a shamanic energy practitioner can be a good support.

Some people have said: “I don’t get it.  Why wouldn’t someone want to heal?”  My response is that a commitment to healing means taking responsibility for everything that one has experienced and what one has created out of those experiences.  The truth is that it is easier to remain a victim than to take responsibility for what we are creating in our lives and not everyone is up to that challenge.  Staying in a comfort zone feels safer to many than creating waves, for example, by setting better boundaries with friends and family–a skill many of us need to learn in order to heal. Those who are ready to change will likely reap the rewards.  Those who are not ready will simply be presented more opportunities until they achieve their healing; my experience is that the universe wants us to succeed and is on our side.  This does NOT mean that we asked for any of the terrible things that happen in life.  It means that life presented us certain opportunities to grow.  And not all of these come in beautiful, easy packages.

We see the differences in choices folks make all of the time.  For example, why do some people perish in jail when they are wrongfully interred while others, like Nelson Mandela, take responsibility for their reactions and learn instead to strengthen their characters?  Nelson Mandela once said that he did not become bitter because he realized early on during his incarceration that no one could control his mind and that it was the place where he was always in control of what he did and what stories he told about what he was experiencing.  He chose to never let go of his intent of freedom for his people.  This, to me, is a great example of someone exercising his shamanic root of power and quieting inner dialogue to move towards a goal (healing intent).  In shamanic terms, the intent to heal created a pathway in the universe for that reality to manifest.  Our beliefs about what is possible can stop us from accomplishing incredible things because they create static realities.  The more we can learn to take our thoughts less seriously, question our beliefs, and keep them fluid, the more freedom we are bound to experience.

In other words, committing to our own healing means being a light warrior:

“Having warrior’s freedom is to act on your free will and be responsible for your actions, learn from your mistakes and refine your character. Let life be your teacher. The very act of living your life will expose you to both your weaknesses and your strengths and allow you to grow within your own individuality. Right response to your weaknesses comes from seeking your inner balance, also known as your inner council of law.”

-Marilyn Keffer and Gail Carter from “Shamanic Ceremonies for a Changing World”

I believe that every person on the planet can be a light warrior in his or her own life.  One of my teachers once told me that the battle is always on the inside because the inside is the only thing we have control over.  Every person who does this battle on the inside makes it possible for others to follow.  The journey, then, becomes more easeful for all our relations–human, animal, plant, mineral, and ancestors.  When each of us has freedom from our ego and shadow selves, our species will evolve past violence and suffering.

I believe in empowering people so they can go after their own healing.  When you come for a reiki, shamanic coaching or lomilomi session, you are taking a step toward your own healing.  You will leave with knowledge and tools you can take into your everyday life to continue healing.

To find out more about Jennifer Engracio and Spiral Dance Shamanics, go to:

www.spiraldanceshamanics.com

 

Adopting a Child

Different Roads to Motherhood by Imelda Almqvist

We love this painting by Imelda Almqvist called “Different Roads to Motherhood” because it shows that the journey to parenthood is not as straight forward for some.

We have been on a long journey to become parents.  We are not there yet but with your support, we will get closer to our goal. We are by nature private people.  Although some of our close friends know this tale, many do not. It has taken a lot of courage for us to share such a personal story.  It’s a vulnerable thing.

After two years of insemination and three miscarriages, we’ve decided to adopt a child. We knew the statistics were not in Jen’s favour given her age and that there was no guarantee of success.  We’ve received a tremendous amount of emotional support from family and friends, for which we are grateful.

We know that it takes a village to raise a child.  We decided to share our dream with friends and family and we were not surprised to hear how excited and supportive people were.  Men and women are now looking forward to being loving aunties, uncles, and grandparents–even those who are not blood kin.  We have a village around us and our child will be loved and supported by many stellar role models.

We have invested many years and $10,000 into this dream that has continued to grow stronger.  Our bank has been great at fixing a loan with a low interest rate and we are half way to paying off these original IUI (insemination) costs.  The adoption process will take 12-30 months to complete from start to finish so we want to get going as soon as possible (by June 15, 2016).

Adoption through a private agency here in Alberta will cost around $15,000.   We are proud people and it’s not easy for us to ask for help.  The truth is we need financial support in order to bring this dream to life at this point.  We’ve counseled so many friends to reach out for help when they need it throughout the years and now we are taking this advice to heart.

If you are willing and able to donate to this cause–no matter how much the amount–we are grateful.  If you cannot, we completely respect that.  Thanks for your part in this journey. Prayers for a successful, quick fit and well wishes are more than welcome too.

GoFundMe link: https://www.gofundme.com/2hn7rhz5

With a lot of aloha,

Jen (and Michelle)

 

 

A Sober Life

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When I was a kid, one of my relatives loved watching the evangelist, Billy Graham on T.V. He also watched other shows where people were miraculously healed from a variety of ailments and sailed off to a seemingly happy life. I wished healing was like that for a while. I felt deflated when I first discovered that that wasn’t going to be my experience of healing food addiction when I first started this process in 2010.

I’ve experienced miraculous healing by the grace of Spirit. However, I had to walk out of those situations and live out that healing. By this I mean that I had to keep choosing to remain healed and to keep healing in order to be happy in my life. This is not something that someone else could do for me. No one else can make me happy. It is a choice I make every day, sometimes moment to moment, and recommit to when I need to.

The world we live in is a challenging place as well as a beauty-filled one. I used to focus on the things that weren’t working in the world and fall into a place of despair. How can I ever make a positive impact in such a mess? I realized, however, that this attitude was creating apathy and overwhelm inside of me and was simply adding to the chaos. Could I stop the mass killing of innocents around the world or mutilation of women’s genitals? Probably not. I could, however, work to change my own life and vow not to add to the destruction. I could create beauty. I could lend my life force energy to projects that contribute to the healing of our species and the Earth. I could work to change my corner of the world. I could join hands with other like-minded folks and do what I could. Now that was something I could say yes to.

And through that, I saw that the healing never ends as long as I am alive. The world does not have to be my version of utopia in order for me to be happy. I do not need to control the things and people around me in order to find peace. And instead of seeing the dysfunctional intergenerational patterns all families have to some extent as a curse, I could see them as an opportunity to break karmic patterns so that future generations do not have to continue to live through what their ancestors did. I could stop the cycle of violence at the start. I could start with myself.

And so that is what I continue to do after doing the work to heal a lifelong food addiction throughout the year of 2010. I didn’t walk away from my final Marking Ceremony a forever cured woman in all ways. I left being a slave to addiction behind. I stopped the inner war. I negotiated peace inside myself. A few months after the ceremony, I sprained my ankle and ended up quitting kickboxing. I couldn’t do it with my ankle in that condition and I realized that my body was screaming at me to find a form of exercising that put less impact on my joints. I was torn about this because kickboxing was a great way to keep energy running in my body and helped me to reduce stress. I also moved in with my life partner, which meant needing to buy a car to get around the city when I formerly took transit and walked everywhere.

Needless to say, it was a hard balancing act at this time to do my life’s work as well as exercising as much as my body needed to stay fit. I ended up gaining ten pounds. My ankle took six months to heal. I felt like a failure. I realized it was time to start using the tools and strategies I learned.   And I persevered. Failure is giving up and not learning from life. Failure to me means staying stagnant in one’s evolution. I readjusted my attitude majorly and succeeded.

I continue to listen to my body and give it what it needs. It is ever changing and it is always teaching me something new about myself I didn’t know. The benefit to being aware of my negative patterns and having lots of tools and strategies to draw from is that I can now see them coming from a mile away.   I can now stop and assess the situation to make better choices. I can anticipate possibly stressful situations ahead of time and prepare for them. I am no longer allowing something outside me to dictate my behaviour. I can choose to eat a cupcake or not. I am conscious of the choice I am making in the moment and can be at peace with it.

Sugar and wheat were never my enemies. They didn’t cause the addiction. I chose the addiction, albeit unconsciously, as a way to cope with the stress in life. I own that and everything it brought into my life. Living sober, for me, has to do with being conscious of what I am creating in my life. It also has to do with accepting what is and knowing what I can change and what I cannot. Then, choosing to focus on the only thing in the world I do have control of– myself.

Jennifer Engracio

Calgary, AB

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Great Mystery

Sometimes things work out and sometimes things don’t. Failing at something is not always one’s own “fault.” There is a mystery in life that we can’t know, always working behind the scenes to keep existence balanced. I don’t claim to understand this mystery, but I am willing to concede that I participate knowing that I can make impact without necessarily being in control of how anything turns out. I chase my dreams. I do the work. And the outcome is always uncertain, no matter how diligently I do the journey. There are no guarantees in life.

-Jen Engracio

Taking a Leap of Faith

Early in my teaching career, I was at a cross-roads.  After three years as a public school teacher, I was not sure whether I was cut out to be an educator.  I loved the kids and teaching but it was clear from my run-ins with school administrators and colleagues that I was not on the same wave length as them.  One Friday night, I got a call from a teacher whose class I substitute taught in.  I listened for fifteen minutes as she basically tore me a new one, criticizing my teaching methods and attacking my character.  This teacher did not know me personally and what could have been a really good professional development moment where she got curious about my teaching strategies to learn more, turned into a nasty exchange that ended with her saying: “They should never have certified you.  You are a horrible excuse for a teacher and I don’t know how you made it through your teaching practicums.”

I didn’t know if she was right or not.  At this point, I felt so discouraged and tired of swimming upstream in the education system that I quit all three school districts.  At the encouragement of a friend of mine who was a horticulturist with her own landscaping company, I started working full time as an apprentice gardener.  Gardening and farming was in my ancestry: Portuguese people have a deep reverence for the land and create gardens no matter where they live.  It’s not uncommon for apartment balconies to be filled with pots containing edible plants.  My paternal grandpa was a farmer in Portugal and continued that practice in his East Vancouver lot when he moved to Canada.

Every day working with the plants in silence, I began recovering parts of my soul that had left me bit by bit during my years as a public school teacher.  I got really clear in my mind about the reasons I became an educator and questioned all the negative feedback I’d received from teachers and administrators.  Why were they so threatened by my methods?  Why was it so horrible to include parents in their children’s learning?  Why were my students expected to follow school rules that made no sense to me or them?  Why did students have no say in their education and in helping to develop the school’s ethos?  I simply didn’t understand why we as educators couldn’t team up with learners.  Why were we at war when we didn’t need to be?

After a year of working with the plants, I had developed a plan to open my own small school.  All I needed was ten families who were on board to give it a go.  I started talking to professionals in the community who had already done this.  During my research, I found out about Wondertree, SelfDesign and Brent Cameron’s learning philosophy (he had co-founded these learning organizations).  I asked him about starting a school and he said, “We are already doing what you want to do.  Why don’t you just come work with us?”  That was in 2004 and the rest is history.  During our first meeting as SelfDesign professionals, I looked around at my fifty colleagues sitting in a circle discussing education strategies and I knew I’d found the “staff room” I belonged in.  We were all on the same team and we all had a similar value of working with children and families to tailor education plans that fit the particular learner.  I’d come home as an educator.

Most of all, I learned through the plants to accept myself as I was and to trust what I knew deep inside of me: I was a good educator with a passion for advocating for children’s rights to learn in ways that matched their sensibilities.  I found a place deep inside of me that I anchored into so that I could continue to navigate in a world that didn’t honour a child’s right to steer his or her own ship in life.  Today, I am a much more effective educator because of this team approach.  Though I honour and respect my public school colleagues, I don’t regret my decision to leave and take a path less traveled.  Plants stay rooted while they reach for the sun.  They give life without asking anything of us in return.  They stand in what they know with tremendous trust.  They taught me that.  They showed me that what I was actually doing as an educator was aligning with Life and its natural flow.  It paid off big to stop warring with what is so.

“To understand that life is a wise teacher willing to show us our higher self, revolutionizes how we live…We see life as trustworthy, here to usher us into a deeper self-connection. We also know it’s inherently good, a mirror of our own internal state of goodness. This approach recognizes that we are fundamentally interconnected to all that happens in our life, so that we are co-creators of the reality in which we live. Life doesn’t happen to us, but happens with us.”

-Shefali Tsabary from “The Conscious Parent”

 

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Going Shamanic Radio: The Healing Power of Writing

I’ve recently been reading Brené Brown’s book where she outlines the research she’s gathered on vulnerability and shame.  In the book, “Daring Greatly: How the Courage to Be Vulnerable Transforms the Way We Live, Love, Parent, and Lead,” Dr. Brown talks about shame resilience as a way to counter the naturally occurring emotion of shame.

“Shame resilience is a strategy for protecting connection–our connection with ourselves and our connections with the people we care about.  But resilience requires cognition, or thinking, and that’s where shame has a huge advantage.  When shame descends, we almost always are hijacked by the limbic system…Shame thrives on secret keeping…Since his early work on the effects of secret keeping, James Pennebaker has focused much of his research on the healing power of expressive writing.  In his book “Writing to Heal,” Pennebaker writes, ‘Since the mid-1980s an increasing number of studies have focused on the value of expressive writing as a way to bring about healing.  The evidence is mounting that the act of writing about traumatic experience for as little as fifteen or twenty minutes a day for three or four days can produce measurable changes in physical and mental health.  Emotional writing can also affect people’s sleep habits, work efficiency, and how they connect with others.’ Shame resilience is a practice and like Pennebaker, I think writing about our shame experiences is an incredibly powerful component of practice.  It takes time to cultivate that practice and courage to reach out and talk about hard things.”

Today’s guest has a lot of experience in the realm of writing to heal.  She has just published a poem in the book “Women’s Power Stories: Honouring the Feminine Principle of Life.” Sue Berlie (Lightning Heart) has a BSc in Pharmacy and has been a personal trainer, water fitness instructor and an emotional kinesiology therapist. She is now a shamanic coach and practitioner. While Sue began writing poetry as a young child, she stopped for many years, eventually returning to it after she began reading Dr. Seuss books to her children.

To find out more about Sue and the work she does, please visit www.sueberlie.com

To listen to the show, go to:

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/pagemediaproject/2015/09/29/going-shamanic-the-healing-power-of-writing

The Power of Stories

“Loving ourselves through the process of owning our story is the greatest thing you’ll ever do.” ~ Brené Brown

Today we welcome two women who have ‘dared greatly’ and recently published an incredible book – Women’s Power Stories: Honouring the Feminine Principle of Life.

To find out more, go to:

www.womenspowerstories.ca

Jennifer Engracio and Carell Mehl are both the editors and contributors of this incredible gift they have created together.

Jennifer is a teacher, author, shamanic practitioner, reiki master and Lomi Lomi practitioner who lives in Calgary Alberta. She has a passion for working with children and families in the context of ceremony. She has also published a book with co-authors called The Magic Circle: Shamanic Ceremonies for the Child and the Child Within. 

Carell is a reiki master teacher and shamanic practitioner who is also based in Calgary. She served on the board of the Canadian Reiki Association for eight years and has a deep reverence for the earth. She enjoys the comraderie of like-minded individuals who are also on the healing journey. She has a passion for teaching reiki and shamanism, together and separately.

Join us as we dive into the how-to’s of creating power stories from the challenging and traumatic experiences we  all face.

To listen to the show, go to:

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/pagemediaproject/2015/09/18/page-radio-the-power-of-stories-with-guests-jennifer-engracio-and-carell-mehl

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